The Creation of Me

I am the offspring of an in breeding of misery an pain Often fed misleading answers should be clinically insane Twice artillery left me bleeding reasoning couldnt explain Married to life its cheating I dont even complain I am not without fear I still say what no one wants to hear To God Im striving to be near They cut sampsons hair so in return I tear I am not without fault Wont contain my thoughts Have created my own enormous rocks That became stumbling blocks I am not without strength I press an issue with no bench Mentally turn screws no wrench Attempts to defecate with no stench I am not without love Get high off compassion like a drug The cost of this passion only a hug Just trying to meet the one above