The Book of Life

Whenever i hear someone say

The time has come for me to
turn over a leaf or page start 
a fresh new dawn

Why will this time be any different
than the many page's i have turned cover to cover of War and Peace
which barely filled a single chapter

But luckily for me harsh experience and reality has taught me a coping
mechanism to shelter me from the endless disappointment throughout my my life thus far

I have learned to set the bar so low
as well as my expectations i am
never unduly surprised or ever
dissapointed at all
Anything else would be a breath
of fresh air and come as the most
pleasant of surprise
But as long as i am still drawing
breath i fear i will will not begin
holding my breath any time 
soon 

Because sadly i know not only
how this story begins but also
the ending that it lends

And it is one where neither of
the protagonist nor confident the
inevitable lesson dawn's upon

Until the very end and it's then
to late and that to me is this

When the opening line begins
with saying sorry and an apology

It will also end with the exact
same line's and word's being
used

As more often than not suprises
come with a nasty sting in their
tale in cold reality

Than the fairy-tail one's that
only seem to dawn and exist 
in page's turned over in front
of a fireplace whilst reading
autumnal leafy book's
Copyright © | Year Posted 2021

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M  Avatar
December 10, 2021 at 3:09 PM
Hi Christopher…..a very honest and real poem. Enjoyed very much! Debx
Flaherty Avatar
December 10, 2021 at 3:34 PM
Cheers thanks very much indeed for reading and taking the time to comment Deb
Proxenos Avatar
December 9, 2021 at 11:24 AM
Hey Meneer, you are one very good guy, I can tell, And for you one day, all will end well. Hugs and blessings, Jennifer
Flaherty Avatar
December 9, 2021 at 12:29 PM
My sincere kind regards gratitude and eternal thanks . You will never know just how much obliged and appreciative Mev I am and how lucky that makes me feel You are far to gracious sadly I fear in reality I would only come as a massive dissapointment to you. All my hugs and blessings to you Mev Jennifer
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December 8, 2021 at 3:57 PM
Why do I feel after reading this quite soul exposing write Christopher, that no matter what I say won’t make a blind bit of difference to your narrative, probably because you’ve closed off all avenues for the reader to explore, Hell no, Fairly tale endings are mostly an illusion for us all, but we still cannot predict all eventualities in life, cheers David
Kavanagh  Avatar
December 9, 2021 at 8:29 AM
To a certain degree we can feel like we morphed into our parents, but we are all still individual nonetheless, and I totally get your cynicism on life, definitely keep trying to understand reality never just accept it is what it is attitude, because it actually isn’t
Flaherty Avatar
December 8, 2021 at 4:09 PM
Nothing to in fact be proud of or worthy of celebrating
Flaherty Avatar
December 8, 2021 at 4:08 PM
Because you are so very right indeed David Sir. I am if nothing my fathers son he taught me well . He was world weary cynical pessimistic and i think i have morphed into an even more mundane and miserable version of him . He said of people. People are ship . And i think this is the basis of this poem. Monkey see monkey doo sadly
Rose  Avatar
December 7, 2021 at 2:40 PM
Ever experience we have in life good or bad helps us become who we are today. Some of them teach us to behave differently so we don't get hurt again and again, but when we block the bad sometimes the good can't come in either, its a delicate balance my friend, nicely written and well thought out.
Flaherty Avatar
December 7, 2021 at 3:27 PM
True Yin and Yang M.R Trick is how not to fall into the trap of becoming apathetic And like you said stop yourself becoming able to let the good in and prevail
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