The Best I Can

You may cross the valley with its fields so fresh and green
Or go across the mountains that seem as there a dream

You can scale the ridges that run up and down the coast
Cross the seas that have collected their own share of ghost

No matter where you go or what ever you may see
You’ll never meet another soul that has two sides like me

On one side is the past on the other is the now
As I see it most of it doesn’t even matter anyhow

Life is but a roller coaster spinning up and down
One day we wear a smile the next may be a frown

One day we feel young and strong the next all worn out
A day in time creates a rhyme is this what I’m all about

I’m all alone in my home this window is my best friend
It is all in this life that lets the outside world come in

I don’t really go out too much I’m afraid of what I may do
So I sit here and live my life like the little old lady in the shoe

The pain and doubt wear me out weighing heavy on my soul
As I wonder would it be best if death just came and took its toll

Then I see my beautiful wife in her car coming down our road
I remember the reason I’m here is to help her with her load

It’s just another day I’m here to say, sitting here in my chair
I guess the old saying is true; “no one said life would be fair” 

If it were fair I reckon my ashes would be resting in some Urn
But I guess its up to God who picks when it will be our turn

If pain is gain then I’m insane, I’m in a grip of pain every single day
The fact of the matter is I’m in pain, each and every step of the way

But its all ok I’m here to say for I am still on a spiritual path
You don’t really have to be a genius to learn and do the math

One plus one equals two, and my darling that would be me and you
For the things you say and do, know my heart and love are forever true

When we met I was shake & bake always take, flying upon a distant star
Mess with me and very soon you’ll see, inside the trunk of my car

Now I’m give and love holding Christ above, just trying to be a man
Some days are good and others bad but know I’m doing the best I can

When I write it out you can have no doubt, it’s out of my control
Sometimes the words pour out of my heart and other times my soul

All we are is the things we do so I wrote this poem proud and true
The reason I do what I do ; I reckon I love each and every one of you

Copyright © | Year Posted 2009



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Date: 6/27/2009 2:13:00 PM
Great one!!! Sad at some point but I'm glad the last lines came up!! Thanks a lot for sharing!! Keep fighting!!!=D=D
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Date: 6/13/2009 12:06:00 PM
When we met I was shake & bake always take, flying upon a distant star Mess with me and very soon you’ll see, inside the trunk of my car-- Perfector To Love,Love this Line.xOXo
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Date: 6/8/2009 11:25:00 AM
comfort. We all go through depressive states. GBU Michael T...
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Date: 6/8/2009 11:24:00 AM
Michael Life can almost drive us crazy. It is tough on a person sometimes relentless. One thing I do when Im feeling down is thanks God that Im not blind or severely ill. Someone else has it worse. Give thanks with all the good that you have and pray for where your heart needs healing. You are in control Michael and you will get what you choose. Dont let anything rob your joy . Things in time will be better. Be patient . Dont ever give up. Jesus will get us through. I will be praying for your
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Date: 6/8/2009 5:51:00 AM
Michael, it hurts to read that you are in such pain, while at the same time warms my heart to feel your love for your family, and to know of your spiritual strength. Yes, as Patricia said we all do love you here. You remain a constant inspiration to so many. Feel better soon, please. Beautiful, emotional poem. Love, Shar YF4L
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Date: 6/7/2009 4:58:00 PM
Oh hi Michael God bless your beautiful heart and soul. We sure do love here too! I'm sending good warm thoughts your way. Hope your back is getting a bit better, it sounds like you're still recovering. I will continue to keep you in my prayers. Hi to your wife. You to are so beautiful together, what a inspiration you are to us all my friend. Take care now. Love Light Truth Patricia
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