The Barbed Wire Faintly Twitches the Great War

Laying in the morning twilight, yawning, my head nods down and I jerk it up again, The barbed wire faintly twitches, someone has touched it, will it be a friend or foe, Shadows float across a near dark landscape then fade away into nothing, an early start, Machine guns begin rip the earth, and rips the last turf, then rips all the shadows away. I've had enough and more, I have stopped talking to anyone, I just cannot be bothered, The daylight makes me angry and people talk to me, I just stare way over their heads, Some think me strange I don't bloody care, just leave me alone, get on with your day, Don't comfort me, keep away, let me fight my own darkened demons in my confused mind. Sudden sharp cracking noises and an odour, a stench of gunpowder, a sour smell of bitter death, Head pointing directly forwards having no eye contact with anybody, just in case they want to talk, I sit on mud soaked ground and someone shouts something at me so loudly and I just ignore him, An N.C.O. running, splashes his way towards me, shouting, swearing and screaming I take no notice. He pulls me up off the wet ground shouting abuse, why? but I can no longer understand him, He lets go of my soaked lapels and I sink back down to where I was, his face an angry red, I hear the word insubordination and that makes me laugh wildly out loud, it makes me stand up, Then I decide to climb the ladder and walk onto 'no mans land', again the barbed wire faintly twitches.