The Author of All Things Watches Over Me

My connection to infinitive existance has been numbed from the very experiences written to ensure enlightenment for which my soul searches lifetimes repeated... As the distance measured by complicity learned into simplicity is explored , endured, understood , and loved... As is the dark underbelly twin of hurt, unlearned, angry roads of loss , humiliation , and severed self esteem.... The creator of angels and demons within my own being ,has been these paths taken without guidance or support , That have left me here pondering upon the choices and self awarness denied to the child I did not ask to be so thankful for lifes chances to conquer through walls built with ignorance , insecurities , and frustrated misunderstood lives of those journeys which began before my own and directed down paths to join and polute my unshielded existance ... Every second of every minute of every hour of every day of every week of every month of every year of every decade ... All gifts in which I find the experiences offered to be interpreted and absorbed as energy my soul uses as strength,empathy,understanding in order to become what I have already once written for myself and await patiently for my ascending arrival to existance infinite