The Askance Chapter 5 Part 4d

And I lay myself down upon the lifeless patch to somehow contemplate Looking at the darken Heaven before me… my darkness awaits My personality has redefine me in an unrecognised absolution Of my world, of The Ancients… who am I in definition? It took me so long to find a place in my world as today How I wonder, can my salvation be found anymore anyway? And I took to the skies, beyond all of which that matters most Is there anymore this one dream… I am to feel fairly as close} My thoughts were left with dreams Thinking of Ei-rian and of the forsaken words What more is life of mine to mean? Is my time not bestowed enough of the weird? With memories channeling me always to the distance My once life as Knight of the Word, I’m never to forget Yet in relative to my mortality, I’m fuelled with reasons To be doubtful in most every way for morrows to regret Alkaiya whom now I’m free to love, but I cannot For the greater good if ever to have exist if not at all Battles of the mind, forever is another war be fought I wonder if goodness in exchange is worth fighting for? Rather to fear for Ei-rian then the laws of Heaven Her casualness appalls me in ways indecipherable and unknown If only memories have had its way to simply unlearn! My guess would be either here or there, I will no longer be lone! Where is real to really be considered reality? Is everything an illusion, as well for love to feel? Was there a yesterday as of today to have a moment? Where is the time whence to know… I knew… ……………………………………………