The Askance Chapter 5 Part 3b

Even the Sun have had its ray glistening upon her watered skin Everything seemed in place to semblance a believe out of an impossible dream Had I wanted so much to have her in my enclosing arms! To return to her a love she gave, to free her from any harm Yet...is my life an amusement to always be forbidden in kind Never to be allowed independence throughout my questing time She was looking at me when once again I raised my teary eyes And she haven’t the slightest indication of embarrassment neither of surprise Holding my gaze in her own, she stood from the shallow waters, almost proudly Daring me to see perhaps, her inner side of hidden vulnerability Cleanse with mountain’s freshness, her soaked self were seen drying away Every droplet back into origin, seem to even hymn an aria to say Though of rules imbued, I’m drawn to her dauntless approach So filled with strength with weaknesses she knows herself incompetent to coach Evidently, I made my way towards her astounding presence Meaning to look for her, in perseverance to my actual reasons Yet… as I meandered in footsteps of forsaking rationale My love for her… is a heartbeat thumping more pain to be held And there I was finally, breathing in her heavy exhaling breath To be close to her, will mean one more faith against death As voiceless as hopeless as I dared myself to speak my words My eternal gratitude instead was when her words were heard} “I am nay to be afraid or mayhaps I should be With everything and nothing more to never yet see However, my only concern now lies in this unforeseen time Daring your eyes to see who I really am… of truth unwind Despite your love for Ei-rian… I simply want you to know I have and am still loving you with my one heart and soul Merely to speak of truth… of what my heart truly yearns for Yet of regret I do acknowledge to have but burden you more And knowing since before, of a love you are unable to abide Rather I am grateful, for love in The Ancients to us is in forbiddance to survive As yet…never to be allowed moments is moments like this ever so rare Mayhaps a request if I may, to have this moment for us to dare There is to be nothing more I would ask for, given our plight And this one request would you not consent to, a shade to hide? Let us forget about The Ancients and our duties for this once Let us dissolve ourselves in our proclaim freedom before death be chance!