The Askance Chapter 5 Part 3b
Even the Sun have had its ray glistening upon her watered skin
Everything seemed in place to semblance a believe out of an impossible dream
Had I wanted so much to have her in my enclosing arms!
To return to her a love she gave, to free her from any harm
Yet...is my life an amusement to always be forbidden in kind
Never to be allowed independence throughout my questing time
She was looking at me when once again I raised my teary eyes
And she haven’t the slightest indication of embarrassment neither of surprise
Holding my gaze in her own, she stood from the shallow waters, almost proudly
Daring me to see perhaps, her inner side of hidden vulnerability
Cleanse with mountain’s freshness, her soaked self were seen drying away
Every droplet back into origin, seem to even hymn an aria to say
Though of rules imbued, I’m drawn to her dauntless approach
So filled with strength with weaknesses she knows herself incompetent to coach
Evidently, I made my way towards her astounding presence
Meaning to look for her, in perseverance to my actual reasons
Yet… as I meandered in footsteps of forsaking rationale
My love for her… is a heartbeat thumping more pain to be held
And there I was finally, breathing in her heavy exhaling breath
To be close to her, will mean one more faith against death
As voiceless as hopeless as I dared myself to speak my words
My eternal gratitude instead was when her words were heard}
“I am nay to be afraid or mayhaps I should be
With everything and nothing more to never yet see
However, my only concern now lies in this unforeseen time
Daring your eyes to see who I really am… of truth unwind
Despite your love for Ei-rian… I simply want you to know
I have and am still loving you with my one heart and soul
Merely to speak of truth… of what my heart truly yearns for
Yet of regret I do acknowledge to have but burden you more
And knowing since before, of a love you are unable to abide
Rather I am grateful, for love in The Ancients to us is in forbiddance to survive
As yet…never to be allowed moments is moments like this ever so rare
Mayhaps a request if I may, to have this moment for us to dare
There is to be nothing more I would ask for, given our plight
And this one request would you not consent to, a shade to hide?
Let us forget about The Ancients and our duties for this once
Let us dissolve ourselves in our proclaim freedom before death be chance!
Copyright © Joel Lee | Year Posted 2017
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