The Askance Chapter 4 Part 6d

{Let this night be embraced of love Be of love to remember this night For tomorrow once more is to serve With a memory of once love to hide} And as I slept from, I awoke To a modern reality from an ancient dream Will Alkaiya be well, can I trust to hope? Yet haven’t I learn that nothing is to seem! I cannot begin to imagine what be like To begin to love and to then learn to unlove Perhaps all be better to simply have died And no longer even, need I evermore serve Yet somehow I find myself not blaming the Heavens For their given fates upon my questing time Rather, I accuse myself with substantial reasons To have lowered my guards from the means of love from behind I do wonder sometimes, have I wronged Ei-rian To once again love and abandon her with regard Need I seek for forgiveness from the Angel of Dreams? To acknowledge her devotion of a hundred years I tore apart Right now, simply I must do what I have to do To ensure the dominance of The Ancients be led in good faith Though in one sense, I prefer neither to overrule Perhaps a deeper self of mine is a fight for love I’ll have save ……………………………………………………….