The Askance Chapter 3 Part 4c

{The callings of reality is already beginning to drown my dreams And soon, my spirit shall disperse from The Ancients within What lies to be, brings a lone journey to believe No more am I once again to once more be relieved I desire not this engiven entrapment of time Am I but bound to a curse to be poisoned in mind I need you Ei-rian… I’m unable to walk this path alone Will you not whisper a dream to guide me home? There is but no one who could simply understand Even within, comes great difficult to bloodly comprehend And as clear as crystal vapours, I see myself diminishing away Only to find I awake to not yet a morrow’s day} It was still however as dark Isn’t the gifted time as thought as it be? Unlikely of sorrows within my heart I began to recollect what I’m oblige to see I see my room, I see Ei-rian Both remains, beyond most absurd reasons I’m as lost as am I broken Is there light then, beyond my darkest moment? As much as I serve the Word I too, have myself to be devoted to Yet most every then, I know not what’s heard To know and not know what more needed to do I have traveled since, a long way With The Askance to guide me in the awakening Yet much so was I kept at bay! To simply embrace the calls of unwelcome beckoning Is there a need to serve, I wonder often? Yet gifted was time I’m willing to accept Since the memory, I’m not forsaken True for my love to Ei-rian, I’ll never yet regret This night, I remain as awake as I can ever be For come will a dream, I’ll receive in tranquility ……………………………………………