The Ascension of Me

I was so lonely and speechless, you see? I couldn’t breathe, so please, oh please… If only you were completely there for me… It would put me at ease, so put me at ease You weighed me down for so long I just can’t make it without you I have known the difference between right and wrong Yet, I still feel empty and this shade of blue What’s wrong with me? You ask? I wear this rainbow mask…mask… Break this barrier between us And don’t fuss and cuss… Helplessness… Hopelessness… You gave me all of these… Put me at ease…at ease… Let me rise Like the sunrise Look me in the eyes Tell me no more lies You will witness the ascension of me…of me… You will not mess with my progress eternally I’m feeling more or less of your distress frankly I want to feel and be free – can I be truly free? Tell me I’m unbroken…because I am The words you write are left unspoken I’m a wrecked wall and a broken dam Release the birds of absurdity again and again You will see my phoenix soul arise You will see it with wide open eyes Shut down the system of negativity Give me poisonless passion and positivity Follow my footsteps to the unknown And make progress, even if you’re all alone You are not on your own… I’m here for you, love – the love I love alone You will witness the ascension of me, So don’t weigh me down with your gravity I’ve been believing in your lies Grieving due to your goodbyes I can’t just let go and let live yet I am still dealing with past regret But, you will see me rise Like a phoenix during sunrise If you are my sunset, my darling… I’ll be your moonshine and everything Anything goes when you are with me Anything goes when you witness prosperity Anything goes when you are so free Anything goes when we get out of captivity No doubt, you’ll see me truly ascend Towards the lovely route of The-End The ascension of me Will see to it possibly If only you’d bite the bullet And let go of utter regret