The Apology That Will Never Come

The distance really doesn't seem to matter the words you use still make my heart shatter. I thought I escaped, got away from it, This just shows you haven't changed a bit. I try so hard to make everything alright, but you find the stupidest reasons to start a fight. I tell myself to let it go, to let it be, why can't you understand the pain you are causing me? The tears start to come, I can't get them to stop, my inner strength and walls I've built begin to flop. Every time we fight, it hurts a little more, you continue to rub salt onto my open sore. My limbs have been pulled every which way, I can't please you no matter what I say. It's always your word against mine, I don't know how much longer i can say, "I'll be fine". When we fight it tears me up inside, you are the only person I can truly confide. I don't know who else I can turn to, I don't know what else I can do. I am tired of setting aside my pride, You already how many tears I've cried. You can't always expect me to do the right thing, I can honestly say I don't know what tomorrow will bring. You see this nonsense has to stop so we can make this work, you need to stop being such a stupid self-centered jerk. You know I will wait until the pain makes my body numb, I'll be waiting for the apology I know will never come...