The Alone

I'm alone, and drunken, I'm alone on my own. I am drifting in memories of a life still unknown. I find myself staring at clouds passing by. I'm crying inside, and I still don't know why. Where are the dreams that I had as a child.. Who is this woman, so numb and so wild. The minutes keep moving, the hours unlasting. Should I keep drinking, as time keeps on passing. I look in the mirror, and who do I see. Someone I lost long ago inside me. I pray for the change, I pray for the life. I pray to be who I am, inside this wife. I pick up the dish, I pick up the trash. I pick up the groceries, spending the cash. I turn on the light, I turn off my heart. When will my dreams come back.. Will they ever start... Again.