The Absence of My Sheathed Essence

I learnt a new word today.
Catatonic. 
The vexatious coax of its accuracy sanctifies the burden of my reluctant existence. 
The vacant faith of its salvation glorifies the redundancy of my timeworn stagnation. 
The inertia of my own consciousness rouses within the weight of my repulsive apathy.
I am absent.
My reflection in the window distorts into a portal. 
The pale of my skin shudders, an ashen pallet of abasing beauty. 
The tremors of my skin winces, a demeaning pallet of humiliating fortune.
The curve of my lips stitch shut, a confined pallet of overflowing tincture.
The violent, lilac fuse of deprivation pounds my crimson in a bloodthirsty famine of a desperate call for condemn.
Yet, the only paragon unearthed is the vacant, potent inevitability of saturation into the voices of my own void;
I will forever remain in an absence of my own conceded mould.
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