That Girl

I would take a bullet for you, and you know it. Yet you are with him, being so rude, I want to die I just have to fight it. It's like I am dying a little inside, when I see you two together I've thought of suicide, to just take my self out altogether. You do not think you are worth it, but I disagree It would not be so hard, would it? You would not have to see me. Still I lay here thinking of you We would be so right, so natural, as natural as a cow says 'moo, ' But i know this will never be natural. Still I dream and imagine, that you would be with me in a golden wagon, both of us full of glee. You think you know how I feel, but i must say you don't. You never felt a bullet never heal, that is how I feel, I want to choke. I must get up and stop thinking of you, I can do it. It will be hard to get over what I thought could be me and you. I will try, but it won't be as easy as the flip of a card