Thanks Again

i met a beautiful girl once and we didnt click i thought she was beautiful i was going to die i had another lover my heart held hostage by my previous enchantments i am sorry i never ran away with you i feel shallow for feeling so am i such a monster? to love someone who does not reciprocate? i miss the way you made my bedroom smell i could kiss you forever i almost heard you say I love you i should have said it first twice three times more I saw you become ready to be with me i never took the chance and I watch it slip away i confessed my regrets after a few too many drinks and your only response was never again were just friends even that not true a time when it seemed we needed eachother i chose to be alone i still think about it i wonder if you think of me? you had a strong stance time went by and we found eachother company again very briefly and the chemistry was magical i could not explain it and then we melted into the ground the heat a punishment this is the furthest away youve ever been when will i forget you? my feelings like titanium links pulses of the earth grounding through my heart im on an island in a metal box ashes to your diamonds did you mourn me? or was I just something to pass the time with? some one to test your taste? i will never know im not sure if i want to thanks again