Thanks

T There were days when I drowned my pain in a bottle

H Hailed void numbness oblivion as the only solution

A Absconded from life’s promise on a treacherous path

N Naked and bare to my bones coveted sweet demise

K Keeled over in darkness and snubbed good advice

S Safe in the knowledge that not even death would last


T Then pivotal blessings appeared in apparent disguise

H Her words became callous abusive hurtful and vile

A And my wife and drinking companion set out a trap

N No kindness and I drifted between anger and sorrow

K Kidnapped and slaughtered on tempting funeral pyres 

S Succumbed to a journey of grueling lonely reflections


T The signs had been obvious but my vision was blinded

H Hemlock would not give justice in my desperate cave

A Attacks on my vices shortcomings defeats and destruction

N Nurtured self respect and healing from bedlam and madness

K Killing my own demons left me with no choice but regrow

S Surrender to search for another version of my blighted Self



27th June 2020
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Mishra Avatar
July 1, 2020 at 10:33 AM
Your words are powerful Kai. They leave a lasting impression of hope and survival with scars in life. Keep writing and inspiring. It is always an honor to read from a gem like you. Blessings :)
Neumann Avatar
July 1, 2020 at 10:53 AM
Thank you so much Aditi. I like your writing very much as well. And it is quite interesting: both our wirtings are not really mainstream at all, but we place in contests quite often. Proves that thinking out of the box is not doomed for being ignored. Kind wishes, Kai
Kelii Kekaula Avatar
June 30, 2020 at 5:08 PM
I truly love your words throughout, admirable execution, Michael, for you are a truly blessed poet, please accept my compliments for having your worthwhile endeavors being recognized, achieving 1st Place, Kudos! -- Aloha~@William
Neumann Avatar
July 1, 2020 at 5:28 AM
Thank you somuch William. Life is inspiring...
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