Thank You For the Days

I’m saddened by what’s happened it’s too bad it’s met its end but I’m glad I am someone to have had that group of friends long standing friendships create understanding but doesn’t give you an exclusive place or standing When cracks creek in aspects crumble thin What is taken for granted ranted or stays within a friendship disadvantage to both hers or hims when things aren't resolved and both point fings Annoyed and reactions cause uncool actions, I think in all we were too close I was always visiting you were always the host, close but we coasted different I noticed we can't restore and make the broken broke-less Remember when Emily thought we were arguing, We looked at each other like, are we? Hardly Em. Synced up sorts alike in our thoughts but sometimes very opposite in what we’d report, Years of smoking took its toll arguments saw our friendship fold your fault my thought your thought mine let's say we had some bloody good times I don't know what's going on with the rest gone are the days being seen as the best a tear to the eye and aching chest gutted by everything I must confess I never cried out for attention it’s not how I live to be fair I was always the one there that'd give but I had one spell you told all I made up It spread so quickly it became my make up I never asked for anything The one time I didn’t get anything mocked in shock the friendship unlock So as for Trim that’s the end of him one came through not you near the ending If I was treated so well why didn't I stay I was going through hell and it had to change the only way to do that was to walk away and now it has to be where I stay I’m moving on now but thank you for the days of old those were the days I spent with Col I’m not blaming anyone I’m just telling my side of the story I wasn’t believed or listened too that’s why I write these memories