Temperate Tom
I entered the room
the way one tests water—
without courage.
One shoe
still spared.
The voices were already in motion,
certain of their depth.
A chair complained.
Someone laughed—
then checked themselves.
I stayed close to the edge,
counting breath,
allowing the cold
to decide
how far I might be trusted.
Then a glance—
not invitation.
Only a look
held
a fraction longer
than use requires.
Tom.
He stood where the window
had laid its pale shape
across the table,
not taking the light,
merely standing with it.
His smile was small,
patient,
as though it had learned
how not to hurry
those still arriving.
What reached me first
was his voice:
pub-warm,
casually classed—
words smoothed by handling,
bearing underneath
a restrained grandeur,
a star-spangled distance
kept in check,
history humming
without insistence.
He spoke,
and the water steadied.
No instruction.
No hold.
Only a pause—
a palm
beneath the back,
lifting
without asking.
An uncoercive gravity.
My shoulders loosened.
That minor mercy.
I smiled,
not at cleverness,
but at ease.
Later—
which still amuses me—
I caught myself wary of relapse:
most childhood habits long abandoned,
yet here I was again,
watching Tom & Jerry,
that faithful pursuit,
the snare eternally set,
never cruel.
Afterward I read Tom Woody’s words
and felt the same easing—
as if the spirit recalls
it can bend,
and keep going.
By then
the water had risen.
I was speaking.
Listening.
My hands traced small circles
that did not disappear at once.
This is how belonging happens:
not the splash,
but the moment
you stop checking
the floor.
So if there is blessing,
let it reach Tom
as his kindness reached me—
quiet,
temperate,
strong enough to hold
until a stranger notices,
almost by accident,
that he has been standing
in the water
all along.
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