Tears In A Name

I took your name
And held it between my hands
Thumbs on the soft vowels
Fingers braced against the hard consonants

At first it resisted…
A word is trained to stand upright
To behave…to mean

But grief is stronger than meaning
I squeezed

The letters bent
The silent spaces gave way
From the seams of the syllables
Tears slipped free…
Clear and unpunctuated
Too honest for grammar

They fell onto the page
Where dates usually go
Where facts pretend they can hold a life

I kept pressing
Until your name was no longer pronounceable
Until it was only wet and warm
And shaped like remembering

What was left in my hands
Couldn’t be spoken
But it could be kept

I set it down gently
And let the page dry around it

That’s how I learned…
Some names don’t survive being said
But they live forever
In how they made us weep
Copyright © | Year Posted 2026

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Jones Avatar
August 13, 2026 at 12:15 AM
This is brilliant and beautiful! “ From the seams of the syllables Tears slipped free… Clear and unpunctuated Too honest for grammar They fell onto the page Where dates usually go Where facts pretend they can hold a life” You are a wonderful poet! 🥹
Delegans Avatar
August 23, 2026 at 9:01 PM
Very honored for you to say that, Karen. Thank you for saying such a kind thing.
Greenhough Avatar
March 1, 2026 at 8:30 AM
What a profound verse view. The words evoke a primitive tribal belief, the dead not being spoken of in name. This written soul-search is a treasure.
Delegans Avatar
March 17, 2026 at 3:00 PM
Incredibly kind words for you to share. Thanks, Hilda.
Etgen-Baker Avatar
February 11, 2026 at 2:42 PM
wow...poignant ending. Faving
Delegans Avatar
March 17, 2026 at 2:59 PM
Late reply since my laptop and eyes failed me recently lol. Wow, thank you, Sara. I am humbled with the fav. Very high praise coming from you.
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