Symmetry Entrancement

Reflections haunt me, Mortifying me…longing to be free… Drifting away Go ahead and throw up your explanation points!! Raise your voice at me again Give me all you got Get me something I forgot… Frustrated to say the least Your words, they’re not so beast Feast your eyes on my delicacies In a trance in advance in your fantasies I’m in your symmetry entrancement I am screaming aloud like an infant I’m as weary as a person in a coma Commas and periods puncture me crazy Dealt with too much drama and trauma I’m feeling a tad hazy…praise be to this daisy… That blooms in spring so elegantly That blooms in spring so radiantly Wealthy individuals are greedy for gain While the deprived people starve to death What is wrong with America, my lovely country? The government trying to kill their people… Brainwashing them day by day… Feeling freaked out by my dismay Shadows fill my day… Reflections thrill my day… Vibrant sun screams at the top of its lungs Doorbell rings… My cellphone rings… I’m in my zone of alone… I’m quite glad that I’m on my own Don’t care if the pain hurts I hurt like an expert The struggle is real as hell I’m getting out of my shell Things are going wrong and right I’ll be waiting for you day and night Wicked desires burn like forest fires Liars and truth-seekers love each other The devil in me…voices out its opinion The angel in me…is a kindhearted spirit… That gives me sensational, shimmering soul… Anxiety will not bang at my skull… My noggin is aching again My heart is torn in pieces Peace be with you till the end, Hoping these scars will mend… Crystal ball shows my life in a shackled, shameless shell Pessimistic pleasures bring me down in the depths of Sheol You brought me a parallel heavyn, not a perpendicular hell If you only knew my secrets, you’d kill me – I’m such a fool! Run if you’re expecting to move on…just move on! I’m still Surviving…I’m alive, thank God today… Will be my day – I will be up till the dusk bows down to the dawn In my mind’s eye, I walk that Narrow Pathway… I’m stuck in your symmetry entrancement You say I look hideous…don’t I feel excellent I feel dead inside, yet alive on the other side… Listen here – would you like to ride on my fury ride? Shut your mouth Move your ass south I’m done with you Shoo, shoo…rue… Don’t mess up my positive day… With your nostalgic negativity, okay? I drink in your optimistic odium several times a day Sick of the dosage…lower it down and I pray: Please…put my life at ease… Please don’t hurt me again…… I have empathy, so don’t be a tease… I hide in my den… Wonderin’ where you been… You’ve been as exasperating as a hen… Practically driving me insane… Literally – give off my lane! Get out of my brain! I wash you out of my hair Quit force feeding me your despair I’m sick of it all… Go run into a wall… Please…just leave… Please…don’t grieve… I’ll play my sympathy symphony For your sake only Please know that you’re not the only one That has been lonely…you’re a winner or rather, a son-of-a-gun I’m running out of time But, with you, I feel sublime