Swirling Abyss

Standing on the edge looking down into the swirling black hole. Swirling, swirling, swirling down, down, down into nothingness. No end just endless darkness. I stand there wondering what to do. Jumping in seems so easy. Like an endless sleep shrouded in darkness like a blanket, no more pain, no more burden to anyone just darkness wrapped around me like a warm comfy blanket. The othe choice is to turn around and face the constant pain and being a burden the rest of my life. So here i stand trying to decide teetering on the edge.