Sunrise

Waiting for the sun to go down, Staying awake to see it rise, Avoiding all things in life, Ignoring the concept of time, Letting it pass by, Anulled but so fragile, This loneliness doesn't leave me alone, When in company, I fall into a hole, Can't remember who I am, Where is me?, my soul? Reacting in acting, Acting to be liked, But this transparency, Is noticed by all, These worries and lies, Corrupting my life, Hours, weeks, days go by, Letting go, taking too much time, All these steps take me higher, Most of the time I'm too tired, So I sit and wait to see the sunrise, Not think that another day has gone by, Know that i am closer to saying goodbye, I try to be happy , try to perish this time, Yet I have this dark hurt, sadness, rage inside. Nothing matters anyway. The sun rises to another day, Nothing matters anyways.