Suicide Song

I'm standing on the corner with this knife to my wrist Debating and contemplating, should i go through with this? My mind is in a bunch cause I can't go on My life ain't worth living, my burdens weigh a ton I'm scared, I admit, cause i can't do this But then again I wanna do it cause i hate the stress Cause each day I go through is like a test, that i seem to score even less and less So I slice and I slice, away at my arm And I notice the blood, that breaks my heart Then I start to cry and I hope i'm dead, but all I see is red and that fills my head With the pain and the strife that I've suffered in life Then I black out, and I see a light Then I feel a hand that makes me stand And then I look around and then i see the man That has made the plan that we'd all live in love So long as we worship his name up above And he tells me, that I gotta go on gotta keep on moving, gotta stay real strong Cause it wasn't my day or my time to go And when it came to that day, he'd let me know