Suicide Note

I say this again loud and clear its not your fault my dear for its me who have wronged for its me who have sinned Silent tears rolled down my cheek with the feeling of being unheard but how are you supposed to hear me when i did not say a word When i take a look back at my life few memories that i can visualize are all of my failures,mistakes and regrets now i realize.... I used to be optimistic,i used to love the world But today i guess i failed people of my blood cause i could not give them happiness so deserved, for the affection,care and keeping my memories preserved So i leave the brutal world blaming you for my sadness and demise but my love its not your fault cause you completed all your duties and exercise i did not want the gold,the silver i just wanted to have love,laughter and cheers i did never like the excessive luxury while being unable to take care of my peers for me happiness was in everyone's smile while you had big ambitions to achieve ruling hearts was my dream,ruling world was yours that is where the fate played mischief i say again my dear, the blame on you should be clear cause it is result of my fate so ill and unjust and you simply became the 'the victim of my trust'.....