Suicide Note
I say this again loud and clear
its not your fault my dear
for its me who have wronged
for its me who have sinned
Silent tears rolled down my cheek
with the feeling of being unheard
but how are you supposed to hear me
when i did not say a word
When i take a look back at my life
few memories that i can visualize
are all of my failures,mistakes and regrets
now i realize....
I used to be optimistic,i used to love the world
But today i guess i failed people of my blood
cause i could not give them happiness so deserved,
for the affection,care and keeping my memories preserved
So i leave the brutal world blaming you
for my sadness and demise
but my love its not your fault
cause you completed all your duties and exercise
i did not want the gold,the silver
i just wanted to have love,laughter and cheers
i did never like the excessive luxury
while being unable to take care of my peers
for me happiness was in everyone's smile
while you had big ambitions to achieve
ruling hearts was my dream,ruling world was yours
that is where the fate played mischief
i say again my dear,
the blame on you should be clear
cause it is result of my fate so ill and unjust
and you simply became the 'the victim of my trust'.....
Copyright © Sakshat Budhathoki | Year Posted 2016
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