Suicide
My life is filled with frustration, hate and anger
But is totally dominated by fear
Absolute fear
When I look into the mirror I see nothing
Nobody
I am stranger unto myself
My actions are caused by pure anger
I cannot control myself
I am violence
I believe in pain
I permanently need to be punished
I am pathetic
I have no other way to release my emotions
Only to hurt myself
And to drown in the mesmorising pain
I am overpowered
Overpowered by these emotions
Slowly they’re killing me inside
I have tried to fight back
But I am engulfed with problems
Problems with no solutions
I don’t care anymore
I hate myself
I am nothing
I won’t be missed
I had no purpose
I am useless
It becomes too much to handle
I am not worthy to live
I take my life
Copyright © Amy Sullivan | Year Posted 2010
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