Suicidal
Man I feel like committing suicide because my life is not getting any
better
I pray to my God everyday but he doesn't listen
Times are getting hard
Sitting in my room with no windows or lights what does my future holds
My friends are disappearing in a blink of an eye
Can't even rest my head at night because I'm hearing voices saying that
you're going to die tonight
Seeing the devil through my bottle of whiskey telling me to kill myself
Having memories of my dead beat peers that I lost for years
I'm losing my mind freaking out trying to kill myself
Thinking that I will feel better but every time I pick up that nine all I see
is my mother’s eyes
32
It's hard to face the truth crime is rising heavily throughout my
community That I don't even feel safe anymore
The world is getting worser everyday so somebody please tell me what I'm
living for
Because nobody cares about me if I die today people will move on as if I
was a nobody
And my own family don't even appreciate me all they do is talk about me
and tell people how dumb I'm is
So what's the point of living when I don't even have confidence within
myself?
Somebody please give me my gun so I can shoot myself maybe If I do I can
finally rest in peace
And I know it’s sad that I want to commit suicide
But this is how life is sometimes
With too much pain to dealt with some people rather be dead
Than to face the *****that I go through every day
From being broke to getting shot at
And the only person that show me love was my crack head friend selling
weed on the corner of my block
33I feel like jumping out the window and letting everything go
Because I have nothing to lose accept for my soul
Copyright © Tadon Archer | Year Posted 2012
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