Sudden Rebukes

I was standing with my soul My eyes were on the floor It looks different……not as before It was my respect, happiness, pride Everything was sinking I was trying to make them float But the water was not listening to me I tried convincing fishes They were fond of water They stood against me Sorry I couldn’t handle The wind was against me I tried hard for getting But the past glow is attracting me I cannot overcome this way I have to leave I have to forget This is the only way I could see up