Sudden

My good luck charm, my treasure it's what I found. My lover, best friend all wrapped in one another. No other it's clear, I've never been so ready for what's real. Smiley faces, no new faces, heart skips a beat. You make me want to disappear, up up and away, I can't feel my feet! The cloud on the left, that cloud on the right, the moon in the sky, is were I hide my pride. Being this girl I am, it's really hard you see, inside outside I've never been so beat. Beautiful, wonderful is who I am, you make me want to shout and scream, "LOVELY".... is this really me? Don't wake me up, I love the thrill, it's something way more than I can feel. If God is for me than who can be against me, is what I tell the world. You never have to sin again, just let me fulfill. Fulfill your heart with Gods word and all he has for you, it's so much beautiful, magnificent let me take you through. Up the hills and through the valleys far far away, you wouldn't have to experience the pain and heavy chains. Just let go, let go and break free, those chains is super heavy... don't you agree? Trying not to get hurt again is the true meaning of promises, but knowing your past was tragic, I'll never try to attack it. Hard aching pain, unwanted fairly tells, is what I been through. Please help me to understand the true definition of "New". New beginnings, happy endings is what I truly wanted. Learning to open up and love again is simply said than done, I am a soldier through it all, I can feel the army ready to come. So when it's all said and done I've reached my limit and sturdy peek, BOOM .... there goes the storm, I'm super ready for my new journey.