Stuck

As I sit here and think about what I’ve done I can’t help but think, man that was dumb! The fun is now over the pain’s back again It hurts so much I just wish it would end. I cry every night, I wish this feeling would pass I know it won’t go away it’s going to last and last. I can’t get through it at least not alone But where can I go? I feel like I don’t have a home. I feel so alone but who really cares I know not my family and everyone else out there. Why should I worry about the things I can’t control? When everyone out there has someone to hold. I should be strong but I know I can’t cope I worry too much and have a little less hope. I know God loves me but sometimes I feel That He’s not listening and He’s not near. So I’ll end this poem with one thing to say Don’t end up like me just get down and pray.