Stronger

Sitting alone in the dark room, so much potential with no opportunity to bloom Love and happiness is what I've been seeking, time and time again I realize too late my emergency light has been blinking She's gone... Each time I wonder why, is it me? Beauty im surrounded by....so it's me I'm starting to believe Countless hours spent on my own, too many dark rooms no communication all alone My world as I knew it has been taken from me, is it the lies, the sex and the countless woman I've allowed to believe in me? Harmless as a butterfly but manipulative as a thief, The curse of indecisiveness, allowing lust to intervene like a disease Mentally and spiritually I've been trapped in this reality, this person who I've become is not the man I've visioned to be. Each woman that's been in my life has only wanted my commitment, bad decisions and immaturity leading to their resentment. As the moon changes the hurt turns cold, what once was beautiful thoughts have turned into unavoidable mold. Where is she as I rest my head, hoping she's thinking of me too while lying in her bed. The possibility of love is what ignites me, lovers loving love is what you'll get believe me. Allow your walls to crash down and we build a stronger foundation for you now are my family Each memorable moment will fulfill more than just sexual fantasies. I'll give you my world, my touch, my heart, my all I hope my willingness doesn't intimidate you into wanting to stall Loving with no limits is what I strongly believe, my beautiful queen I hope you can trust your heart with me.