Stretched Oven An Ocean.

The feeling of emptiness is all that is left with memories of I love yous and forget me nots an ocean now resides between our touch but maybe that is just a little too much. Building foundations that I know one day will fall but never thinking this is could be the downfall of us chasing' nothing is what I do best because I am good at misjudging the length of this gap. No sympathy I cant find it for myself this was bound to happen no matter what I tell myself this isn't the place where I keep my head but I can't keep my shots from hitting the ground. holding my breath as I wait patently as everyone knows this will consume my soul so blinded by stupidity that I can break abruptly everyone sees this as a non just play. As the door I opened shuts in my face I begin to wonder why I sought this out because I knew one day she will sail away these sorrows I can't keep to my self. As I weep for a love that isn't there, a heart cant keep beating and trusting if stretched over two continents I knew one day she would sail away with my dreams but still I let her hold on to them for safe keeping?