Strawberry Questions

Could my sudden bought of acid reflux Be the cause of doubt in so called love Hmmm I asked the monk if I am distracted From finding enlightenment she reacted Seems we all have karma in life We can’t escape it but we can try What if I was this really blind soul In a future past life What should I do now The moon is full of my strawberry questions I suppose I am a bit self centered In reflection how can I grow if I am not If I am lacking how then can I be taught I read and sometimes words are a kite That float away from me on nights sky The stars seem to sing dance and wink While I stare and try to write pearly poetry My guess is that maybe I’m here right now To find a way to be lost in the spiritual realm To be more than I understand To be a blessing to others a helping hand