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Story of My Life

I am lost inside, I don't know where to hide. How do I get out of this Mess, I witness death. I feel dead, All these thoughts inside my head. I try to smile, But it's been a while. There is nothing left of me, Yet I plea. I try my best, But I am only a pest. I wake up everyday, But have nothing to say. I spend my time alone, With nowhere to call home. Happiness feels so far away, Getting farther everyday. I don't sleep as much, I am afraid to be touched. I try to forget my Past, But it keeps coming back. I have changed, I’ve experienced pain. Why do I dream, If I’m afraid to live the dream? Would the world be better off without me?, How about we see? I try to act like I care, But it's just not fair. I say I'm fine, But I’m dying inside. They think I'm tough, It’s just so rough. I'm slipping in school, No way to be cool. They think I'm a badass, There is a reason for my sass. What they don't know is that I'm turning to ashes. I am too deep, I’m losing sleep. Nobody knows me, They just let me be. I get made fun of, What have I done? I hide everyone from the real me, They wouldn't still see me the same. I try to talk, But I don't want you to walk. You say you will always be here for me, How could that be? I don't know what to do, Where do I go? Nobody knows how hurt I am, Frankly they don't give a damn. Everyday is a mystery, I'm just lost history. Hope you are all happy This is what you did to me This is me

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