Still Here?

Elaborate to me why? Why am I hurting myself severely? To refrain you from feeling this pain Why are we still even together? When it’s evident that it’s all just in vein What’s the value of love and being loved? If it brings you thoughts of regret But yet it’s for certain that you love this person And it would be even harder if you left But as it is quoted “Time heals all wounds” But figure since I’m still devoted Until I leave, mines won’t heal any time soon And I’m so conditioned to this circumstance That I can barley stand it I’m having fits because when I try to quit I just can’t seem to manage Clearly the feelings aren’t mutual But I’m just not one for change Guess love has no limit because I’ve hit the bottom And still here I remain If I were to listen to my intuition I most likely would go astray But everything goes out the window When your hearts gets it in way But why, why can’t I let go Yes I say I love you but that feeling is retired It’s like I’m holding on to something that’s expired Yet I’m still here