still alive;

"When I was just a kid they said Kid don't you cry I am older now I say It's alright Every tear rollin' down Is a lesson learned Are you too old to turn Are you too young to burn?" - Sonny & the Sunsets I'm present in the moment, not in "THE PRESENT" I say I'm fine but to whom am I lying can I feel the pain, can I escape "THE TORMENT" I ask someone to see if I'm broken inside, but I myself keep denying. No matter how much I try, I'm forced to defy the truths, the lies, the reality, the illusion. Running, escaping, fighting the demons I held inside drowning in the worst of me, driving the darkness behind; Shattering and crashing through these times crying and ripping my heart out days and nights will never run dry cuz gotta SURVIVE.