Still
I'm living in the past.
I'm goin nowhere fast.
This concept of life, I can't seem 2 grasp.
I'm reaching, I'm reaching, I can't catch a break
It's like im sleeping, & can't seem 2 wake.
I call & call on God, but no answer
How much does it take?
I pray, day 2 day for heaven's sake
Painful memories of the past,
I can't seem to shake
It's like im walking, running, in place.
Regret haunts me
He stares me in the face.
I can't fight him off,
I have no mase.
I'm standing still in a memory pit
I'm daydreaming,
Reality hasn't hit.
I wonder what if
What coulve been
I need to smell the coffee, just a wiff
I swear, I can't win.
Save me from the postion im in
At a standstill,
Yet my mind is moving
I just need the courage, the will
I need 2 move forward, but I fear losing
Copyright © Kayla Bateaste | Year Posted 2012
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