State of Delusion

today i can't recognise my own reflection all suddenly blurred far from perfection the person i used to know as me is lost somewhere in his own troubled sea unaware of what to think things are changing with every blink some secrets i have kept for such a long time, I almost forgot that they were ever mine not a single event makes sense to him even confused thinking either sink or swim only thing he believe in is his dreams every night where he can dance with faeries in moonlight but living in dreams is totally insane soon this all be over after a rain & he would feel the hideous pain then the ruffled silence will spread again