Spiritual Evolution

When atlast my eyes look into my soul And my knowing bursts forth with new Understanding, how painful this experience. To lose my beliefs, fault truths to me familiar. My innocence gone forever for I can't unring The bell vibrating in my soul. Knowledge. I can not adequately explain my truths. This is my time, not yours. My epiphany is both joy and sorrow. Joy in my conscious evolution but deep sadness of loss in my ignorance. O'God, to be in the company of such few Who understand your Magnificents is Truly a very lonely place.