Speaking Voice
I have greatly coveted the sounds
so unlike the ones that were released
whenever I spoke, those more acclaimed
attention-getting ones.
My calling to communicate with my voice
did not seem to blend with the lack of quality
in my voice. I have sometimes seen my voice
quality as a 'thorn in the flesh'. At times,
inwardly, I have felt like being held captive
by my 'speaking voice'.
There were always such longings for difference,
wishing I could have that one captivating thing.
I felt such acquisition was vital if I was ever
to be heard and respected in my chosen profession.
My voice quality fell short of what I both desired
and felt was anticipated by audiences. I always thought
that I needed more base and volume to release more
masculinity in my voice.
This seeming weakness of mine has followed me
throughout my career, but I have always been able
to give my all and do my best with the speaking voice
that God gave me.
Indeed, although this weakness has assaulted me
secretly, I have never allowed it to stop me.
At some point, I came to realize that I simply
was not going to be blessed with a 'broadcasting
baritone of a voice'.
.
By God's grace, I have been able to rise to every
occasion and every opportunity afforded to me.
Copyright © Curtis Johnson | Year Posted 2024
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