Soul Search

O pilot of my whole being! O Soul! Spirit! Atma! 
O, you that leads me to the absolute Paramatma!
O, I yearn to connect with you! Communicate! Converse!
O, I long to touch you; feel you; in you to get immerse!

I'm as weak as a jellyfish; unable to hold me,
I try all the ways, to go within, like novice rishi;
I explore my self - like a saintly sage - my past, present,
I try my focal point; to this my energy I spend...!

Do I, like greedy rich, lean on my material wealth?  
Or, like hypochondriac, overanxious about health?
Or, as orthodox mice, raffle-rousing, terrorizing?
Or energy wasted thinking of adversely acting?

Now, like an alchemist, I tread into my magic lands,
Like a researcher - study, synthesis, weigh wetland sands;
Like a naturist, explore beauty; ponder! Contemplate! 
Like farmer, plow; manure; cultivate; irrigate; harvest!

I examine my frequent existence; stop, look, and walk!
I wait for signs from within; only inner voice I talk! 
I place my hands, on my heart, and question my intentions,
I make my yatra within; walk moved by intuitions...!


02 January 2022
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George Avatar
January 3, 2022 at 3:54 AM
What lofty and sublime thoughts, Christuraj. At this juncture, I remember the last words of Socrates- An un examined life is not worth living. I am sure you often look inside and converse with your soul. I feel that more people should read your wonderful poems... Please give some notes on words like yatra, atma, paramatma etc as only Indians will be able to understand.
Alex Avatar
January 3, 2022 at 5:57 AM
Thank you very much.
Dietrich Avatar
January 2, 2022 at 11:47 AM
You sure did well with this one. i would not even know where to start on this theme!!
Alex Avatar
January 2, 2022 at 3:55 PM
Thank you very much.
DiMino Avatar
January 2, 2022 at 9:49 AM
Lovely writing -- a true seeker! Reminds me of the Star Gazer, searching the vast and distant universe...to finally find his star within himself. Excellent, inspiring write! Enjoyed the read very much. Thank you for sharing. Happy New Year, Joe!
Alex Avatar
January 2, 2022 at 3:56 PM
Thank you very much.
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