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Hello again I'm sorry I haven't been writing as much I've been ripping out a myriad of my musings like petals from their flowers crumpling them up & discarding them in a bin overflowing with lies, malicia & stories I wish were truly mine I'm sorry it took an eternity for me to reply I've been trying to convince my shadow to be my friend so I will not remain lonely here at my new school Every day I trip over my self-esteem & shatter my hope Every other day I hide in a coffee shop Just so someone I haven't disappointed yet can call out my name I'm just going to be honest It isn't going too well for me here Don't abandon me