Sorry -I Will Not Let You Win

I wish I could say sorry
I wish my ego would allow me to reach out to you .
So much to say but no voice to say it 
I refuse to let you win 
I refuse to say sorry 
I love you and I forgive you ,words I wish I could say ...sorry 
I refuse to let you win 
I refuse to say sorry 
My heart is sorry that you are not here 
I just can't open my mouth to say sorry 
I am walking away hoping you would say dont leave 
Praying that you could see how much I need you to say sorry 
How sorry I am ...I just refuse to say it
I guess we both dont know how to say sorry 
It's too hard to say
I am angry at you  for leaving me
I dont know how to say sorry 
I am too proud to say I am sorry 
I love you and need you but I refuse to  say sorry 
Sorry a word I will not speak 
My heart is heavy my tears are real but I refuse to let you win so I will not  say sorry .
I walk away in pain 
Broken and shattered but I refuse to say sorry. 
A word I will not speak 
Saying I am sorry is letting you win 
Saying I am sorry means I am wrong and you are right 
I refuse to say sorry 
I refuse to let you win but I am sorry 
I just cant say the word and let you win.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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