Sorrow

I sleep when i clear all the fights But little did i know It was still in my sight My head starts spinning To the lemons life is giving I don't wanna "try" anymore I know i can't and i don't wanna score Sorry that i can't bragged about Once I'm done everyone is out I say I'm done with everything i face But that one moment resumes the race I'm holding onto the rope too tight That my hands are red and my eyes in fright Still there is a hope inside That i lend my thoughts a peaceful night I know i don't make you proud But now i can say it out loud I know all my flaws and i accept them. But,nothing i can do to change them. well have you tried? did u really give up? I just wanna try but I don't wanna stay up