Sorhleod
It was the myriad relapse
The shadows perched, time slipped, the temptation resided to my mind
I'm sure I have most the soul I never once had
Lost; once you go into the dark eternal black there's no hope of dreaming of atoning back
Small child I cling to you trying to savor the innocence
When I could believe in everything again
I tried All along to search for the truth
But " the truth" is something that the truth eradicated
I want to be ignorant again
Can't face reality again
Cease the pain that the pills can't heal
Evaporate the blood that negates the strife
Let me believe in everything again
Break the fear
Remove the pins of reality
And I still wonder why
And I still wonder why "forgive" makes me cry
I can't make it stopThe razor beckons my name
The scars and all their Shame...
Find a way to pierce my serpent heart
Through the iron membrane it's bleeding, I know
When I have no cigarettes to burn
When I have no more knowledge to Learn
When I have no more xanax To cause concern
I've dried out
My heart is loosing it's touch
There's no way out
The abuse and abyss has sealed me
Cease the pain that the pills can't heal
Evaporate the blood that negates the strife
Let me believe in everything again
Break the fearRemove the pins of reality
And I still wonder why
And I still wonder why "forgive"makes me cry
I've dried out
My heart is loosing it's touch
There's no way out
The abuse and abyss has sealed me
I've dried out
tMy heart is loosing it's touch
There's no way out
The abuse and abyss has sealed me
Copyright © Wyatt Loethen | Year Posted 2012
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