Sonnet 59 'I Loved Her, and O, How I Meant Not To'

I loved her, and O!  How I meant not to!
To be my dead wife's husband, and a friend
Respectful of her sister, humble, too,
And now, respect and friendship're at an end.
I thought that I could keep my feelings out
Of any interaction that we had,
I thought that I had bound them, with ropes stout
And just for feeling, now, I feel so bad!
I thought the perfect gentleman could say
'I love you', without burdening my friend
But that was not the way Reality lay,
I tried, desire, to admiration, to bend.
O!  You eternal fool, who could not be
Nor silent witness, nor a still, calm sea!
Copyright © | Year Posted 2019

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Somadas Avatar
December 24, 2019 at 5:00 AM
Respect and friendship scuffled with love and desire... And who won?Good Sonnet..
Fairchild Avatar
January 8, 2020 at 1:51 AM
Respect. That is who won. Thanks!!
Wren-Ingalls Avatar
December 22, 2019 at 12:07 PM
Your title pulled me in to read it. Love the meter, love the imagery, and really felt the mood. You put me there in that place! All the best to you and keep writing!
Fairchild Avatar
January 8, 2020 at 1:50 AM
Thanks so very much!
Wren-Ingalls Avatar
December 22, 2019 at 12:14 PM
I forgot to say to hang in there. My condolences.
Theraven Avatar
December 12, 2019 at 9:39 AM
Andrew, I like this Sonnet you wrote. Hard to keep the sea calm forever. -Richard
Fairchild Avatar
December 12, 2019 at 11:32 AM
Thank you! It IS hard to keep the sea calm forever
One Avatar
December 8, 2019 at 6:40 AM
A brilliant sonnet!
Fairchild Avatar
December 12, 2019 at 11:32 AM
Thank you!
Krutsinger Avatar
December 8, 2019 at 2:09 AM
Our feelings are there for a reason, and cannot be tethered. Good one!
Fairchild Avatar
December 8, 2019 at 5:24 AM
Thank you!
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