Song of the Beloved

I constantly find me Scanning the vieled faces Hoping i would see you again Yes i have divorced my heart From any feelings and care Yet those feelings keep Sprouting up every time Watered by a betrayed heart Watered by a hurt soul Which will never stop seeking Which shall never cease yearning I keep scanning the vieled faces For your number i tossed away To avoid me calling you In a moment of weakness And pouring out my heart I find me walking to avoid Memories of you My soul waters bloodied My thoughts embittered I yearn to fight no more I yearn only to see you For only two have been To paradise and back You and I