Something I'M Not

Tonight forever was broken and the Door Was left Ajarr. A flux of destinies I don't remember Can't remember Of the senses you're not making, something I'm forgetting due to there being nothing to remember, a constant desire to surrender To this insanity Being controlled Proving an inferiority Wanting to be Something I'm not That wasn't me That was the Liar That was the thief that was the jerk Who wasn't me The person I never wanted to be or ever was And am not allowed to ever be Colorful excuses Boiled down to black and white Of lies and lies Jealousies and their disguises Haven't forgotten something I wasn't there to remember Can't guess something