Something Beautiful

My eyes want to close but my mind Is too wake with thoughts of you. Why do I keep loving you when your Never here?. Given little pieces of your attention when You feel like it. Messages exchanged but not all get answered. Everytime I walk away and move on you do Something that brings me back. How can something that I thought was Beautiful hurt this much?. Why won't you stop playing with my heart?. Why won't you let me go? To find something Else. I am nothing more than your toy to play With?. I am just the fool who needs to leave you?. If you don't love me please tell me. This beautiful loving is killing me. I can't take the pain anymore.