Something Beautiful

My eyes want to close but my mind
Is too wake with thoughts of you. 
Why do I keep loving you when your
Never here?.

Given little pieces of your attention when
You feel like it.
Messages exchanged but not all get answered. 
Everytime I walk away and move on you do 
Something that brings me back. 

How can something that I thought was 
Beautiful hurt this much?.
Why won't you stop playing with my heart?.
Why won't you let me go? To find something
Else.

I am nothing more than your toy to play
With?.
I am just the fool who needs to leave you?.

If you don't love me please tell me. 
This beautiful loving is killing me.
I can't take the pain anymore.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2019

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