Solitary

Alone, Not a friendly face in the Crowd around me. I find your face Amid the crowd. I envy your ability to Smile, Laugh, and Joke. You were supposed to leave, You meant to escape every Last crevice in my mind, But you didnt. I am left Alone, Suffocating on the Pain and Heartache You gave me. I am tired of Waiting for you, Knowing you will not come. Alone, I try to escape this crowd And your smiling face, But I am closed in. All I can do is watch you Enjoy life While I suffer as the Sorrow engulfs me. Swallowing hard, Living through torture, Without you.