So Pathetic

Ever walk through the woods with just a candle? Confident that you know right where you are going. Feel the wind blow and your light disappear. Anger will help you get there, Angry that the wind took your light Angry that the darkness is always what you seem to have to fight Rage builds, as you realize hope was so easily takin away That all your goals and all your plans, relied on this one fragile thing Never in all the planning did you for see, A step without it's guidance The trees whisper plotting their revenge Running now, lost in the darkness A clearing where the moon can shine through As you step into the blue light you see This is where you should never be Where is your undying confidence now? Where is you anger that will push you through It's all as lost as you. No more will to fight, discussed at your own sight. You lay your head down, begging for the end of this life. But even though the cold rips through your cloths and the snow covers you Your broken heart still beats, Your mind still traces his lips And pretends you can hear his voice tell you it'll be ok But it's the same sound that took your light away Now the only reason you know your still alive is the pain And you realize you would take the beating each and everyday Just to have him say He loved you again, Now remember how pathetic you are my friend?